ayin

2010-05-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

blog-hoppers,

i know i have putting a lot of dust here. truly sorry, as i don't time to update (white lie) and no idea to talk about when i actually going through a lot of things. well, i update soon i have the mood to blog. don't worry, i won't delete the blog, hopefully. Till here. =)

2010-04-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

jakiya,

okay, im tired right now. today is my sister, Nurul Amirah 17th Birthday Party. It's FULL HOUSE. A lot of ITE students and her ex secondary schoolmates. It's pleasant to see that she still contact-ing with her ex sec schoolmates. how about me? totally no single news. didn't even know how they doing now? All those 'how are you?' qns aren't even they answer. then how?

well well, Sakinah dear came awhile only. her presence really have me a lot cos i need to fried the chicken. She helped me laa, im afraid with all those popping sound. she went off early than expected to meet her kakak sedara. haish. Thank You for your help, dear. =)

tomorrow working, till here.

outing in MARCH.

2010-04-01T23:20:00.001+08:00

i won't be able to update fully that cover my mini outing, cos some are in the previous PC, that will take a longer time to post up unless i use the PC to downloads songs and etc.

monday, 22 March.

since razzlynn and I, likes SHINee. We went out together, bringing my lappy along to watch Hello Baby at Library. It's funny when we giggle no-sound non stop of their action. Even countless time i watch the shows at youtube, i'm not bored of it. esp when baby yoogeun cuteness. nyahahaha. RAZZLYNN, we should continue watching HELLO BABY again. :)

sunday, 28 March

went out with sakinah dear in tampines to seacrh for my sister, amirah birthday present. well a fussy and fickle-minded person which is ME. got a hard time choosing the perfect present. sorry Sakinah troubling you and our legs hurt lot walking. And we got a plan coming up. Medicure, pedicure and Leg massage @ kakikaki. hee. * meet her tomorrow again.

wednesday 31 march.

It's OnTaeJong outing yesterday. it's simply BEST cos we replay back memories SHINee had in spore. Hee. pretty exciting duh. Lots of laughter made from us at mac as we simply crack jokes around. gossiping all the SHINee members. haha. Hoping to have again the outing, this time to IMM and Changi Airport. cool cool. More pictures at herdawatie's FB.

thursday 26 march

dating with just herdawatie was FUNNN. We had exchange gifts that make sincerely from bottom of our heart. I'm not a artist and creative so mine was plainly simple. I not yet get chance to take picture of watie's present to me. Will surely do soo, when i'm free. *watie. where next we heading? =)

1st April

2010-04-01T22:43:00.001+08:00

ahn nyeong haseyo.

April come soo fast, that it's beginning of NEW SCHOOL. Well first thing is, no more slack-ing time, no more wake up late/sleeping late and ABSOLUTELY no more sitting infront of the telly watching korean drama. Things will change 360 degress. many ~~mini~~ outing in MARCH when i had my this long long long long holidays.

TUNED IN.

refresh.

2010-03-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

well well well. i think i abandon this blog. cos, it seem dead. and i rarely post things here. well. Since now i got 'things' on my own. i tried to update as often as possible. if nothing bothers me a lot. i will start all over again i suppose. therefore, this blog is under PRIVATE as from tomorrow. Thanks. :)

2010-03-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

i believe i believe that i fall for a FOOL.

Lee Tae Min

2010-03-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

i don't need you to be with me cos i have LEE TAE MIN . :)

let's go KOREA

2010-03-02T23:49:00.001+08:00

ahn neyong haseyo.

guess guess what. I planned ahead of me in two years times, no kidding. Even my parents approved it, I'm going Korea in two years times. two years? simply because have to save money for the trip. my OWN money, bear that. of course not alone, but with Unni Nisa and friend and also watie. awesome right? hopefully, i contacting with watie so our planned can be fulfilled. The BEST thing is, we all get the GREEN light from our parents. Let's go to Dongdaemun, Ski where the boys over flowers act, the Brigde, Busan and see SHINee.

hello baby.

2010-02-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

today

watie's right. i got addicted with the reality show by Shinee band. Although at first no enthusiasm with the show. I'm quite slow catching up with the show unlike watie and kak nisa. tapi it's okay, pelan pelan dulu. after finishing this, i want to watch the previous season pula with the SNSD. nyahahaha. okay, it's late. my stomach hurts right now. let's sleep. Chaljayo.

*i don't understand, why you are cold with me,

but okay with others.

when we know, we have been together long.

nur & nurul

2010-02-18T13:54:00.001+08:00

yesterday

wake up early in the morning to teman watie go SATA woodlands. Her checkup was done pretty fast in just 42 minutes. meet with kak nisa @ NKF. the working place there, good. peek at the patient. blood tubes seen. Lunch @ food culture, century square. headed home for awhile. And went to siglap sec with amira.

redcross having footdrill comp next two weeks. school abit changes here and there. tomorrow WORK!

*mak pesan 'jangan lupa dengan kawan-kawan sekolah'

A date with Herdawatie

2010-02-18T13:42:00.000+08:00

10 February 2010

we promised to have a date together in January. But it's postponed to February. I got 5 days off from work, so we planned to go ahead with our date. It's simply awesome right watie? haha. We didn't took lots pictures as we did in every outing. Cos, we are busy buying things in our 'wanted list'. watie, next date? ajak kak nisa skali? haha.:)

SHINEE - 31 January 2010

2010-02-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

overdue post #03

tagged along with watie and cousins stalked SHINEE band. haha. coincidentally, saw atika and syahirah over there too. i guess, every girls crazy over SHINEE.

herderson wave - 20 January 2010

2010-02-18T13:21:00.000+08:00

overdue post #02

wake up early in the morning, before i meeting the ladies that day. I got plenty of time, so i switch my sis macbook to surf the net jap laa. In my mind, takot sesat gi sana nanti so i google map to herderson wave. I tell you, i soo semangat laa.

lucky, i have some info if not we get lost and won't reach the place. so ye ah, lets the our photoshoot of the day do the talking.

overdue post #01

2010-02-18T13:02:00.002+08:00

(picture taken in sec 4.)

well, i'm been wanting to update my blog, but time don't allow me. As usual i hate when comp giving problem half way playing. so that's why i rarely use. waiting for my own laptop laa now. last

2 weeks or so. Meet sakinah at Heartland Mall. well, it's a last minute plan, agree? Catch up alot of things. To school, to friends to relationship. she too lots to say ahh, sakinah.

we are toooo creative till i decided to be kids that day. ages since we did out art and crafts.

here our final masterpiece.

tilt you head, cos i'm lazy to rotate it. haha.

Girlfriends are better than boyfriends

2010-02-08T15:05:00.002+08:00

girlfriends are better than boyfriends.

2010-02-01T14:01:00.000+08:00

random post. waiting for time to pass kill me actually.

let me write 'my story' for tdy.

school END! O'level OVER! results RELEASED! posting of course/school RELEASED!

girlfriends begin WORKING. and i'm NOT working tdy.

i surf NET. facebook plus bloghopping. to kill boredom i suppose. using sis lappy before i got mine real SOON.

pictures of my girlfriends. SINGLE LADIES laa. see how delighted, how nice my smiling is. I miss them too much. and OTHERS too not to forget. miss them trembly.

till I

take a 'fairprice' box of white facial TISSUES and

began to sob.

my nose blocked.

my tears drop

i wiped.

and DONE!

okay, i'm off to Heartland Mall. got a date actually. hee.

imissyou ALL laa.

OST Cinderella Man

2010-01-23T22:31:00.001+08:00

Davichi
My Man lyrics

You've got to be my man, baby I want your love
Neon naege wa Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
I got you not a friend, gonna be you'll be fine
Gatgo shipeun neo My love

Na waenji matji ahneul geotman gataseo
Jeongmallo maeneo-eoptda saenggakhaesseo-sseo
Mwo geuri jalnaneunji neomu twinggineunde
I don't know, I don't know nemam-man

Hajiman kongkeum haejyo kongkeumhaejyonan
Eodiseo naeun keureon jashingaminji
Amuri saenggakhaedo ihaega an dwaejiman
Nado molrae jimchakeul hae

You got to be my man, baby I want your love
Neon naege wa Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
I got you not a friend, gonna be you'll be fine
Gatgo shipeun neo My love

Isanghae naega neomu isanghaejyosseo
Shikyechucheoreom maeumi watdagatdahae
Gwanshimeul jwoya halkka meotdaereun twinggyeobolkka
Eol ddaekkaji kidarilkka

You got to be my man, baby I want your love
Neon naege wa Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
I got you not a friend, gonna be you'll be fine
Gatgo shipeun neo My love

Nal saranghaedo doegetni?
Gajyedo doegetni? Geuraedo doegetni?

Oh, oh love is funny
Oh I guess I'm funny (funny)
Oh, oh love is funny
Oh I like you honey

Sarangeul shwipge shwipge hagin shiljiman
Jakkuman kipge kipge deuleo-oneun-neo
Naemame ssok deuleowa nagaryeo hajiahna
Ije nareul eotteokkehae

You got to be my man, baby I want your love
Neon naege wa Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
I got you not a friend, gonna be you'll be fine
Gatgo shipeun neo My love

You got to be my man(be my man), baby I want your love
Neon naege wa Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
I got you not a friend, gonna be you'll be fine
Gatgo shipeun neo My Love

BLACK PEARL

I like you

I know I know want you

Jakku niga nune nulowa
Soljjikhi nan no rul joha hage dwesnabwa
Joha noman joha

Saranginji nado jal molra
Neowa hamkgeramyeon hanulul nala olra

Nul yope kottapomyeon
Ni pali tahulttaemyeon

Kasumi dugundugun ttolrinun nukgim
Nodo ani

Onje poto inji morukgessjiman
Hakgsil han kon
Norangissumyeon johunkgol

Chingudul uri yonin katta haessulttae
Kkunalpam jam mos irun nal ani

I know I know want you

Kkumesodo niga nata na
Soljihi na no rul joha hakge dwessnabwa

Joha noman joha

Saranginji nado jal molra
Neowa hamkgeramyeon hanulul nala olra

Sarange ppajil koskata

Neol mannagi jon mata nul jonbwa halttae mata
Yolpalssikg yonsumulhae

No hokgsi naeil sikgandweni
Maeil kgidorulhae
Pika naerikge
Hokgsi ani usanul kgati ssuljido

Nigamulossji ottonsaram johumji
Myeochponul mulo bwado nan noya

I know I know want you

Kkgumesodo niga natana
Soljikghi nanorul joha hakge dwessnabwa

Joha noman joha
Saranginji nado jal molra

Neowa hamkkeramyeon hanulul nala olra
Sarange ppajil koskata

Pokgo sippun maume
Pamul jisaeun jokgdo manhassununte
Ijenun chamji anhulrae

Modu malhago sipo
Naekganorul saranghago issdago

My love

Mora malul halkka
Musunmalro solmyeongul halkka
Sesangottonmando pyoheyonhal su issulkka

Uri uri dulman

Ijesange namkge dwentamyeon
Olmana johulkka pyeongsaenghamkke hanikka

I know I know want you

Sarange na ppajo boryosso

not feeling right today!

2010-01-22T12:25:00.000+08:00

okay, i'm not in a very very very extreme GOOD mood! I don't know what happen to myself. I feel insecure that's it! i want to accompany my mum. Amira, sorry for not going to redcross with you tdy. Just pretty unsure what happen to me. urghh. Rohaizad, guess you got to postpone watching 'toothfairy' when i not working/free. And watie, our date will ON next week and in feb! okay, i want to get rid everything, and be alone tdy. -.-

approved!

2010-01-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

been worry sick for the results, yet it turned the other way round. well, it's over shall not drag/talk about it. it wouldn't change the points i gotta. i submitted my application so got to just wait for the result, again.): probably get to the desire course in rp. damn english, if it not my 1st language i swear i will took malay then. arggh.

no tears to spare.

go away stress. application submitted. (:

2010-01-12T12:44:00.000+08:00

2010-01-11T11:48:00.000+08:00

a message.

2010-01-11T11:19:00.001+08:00

no matter how much i deny it, it's a fact that is plainly true. i can't ignore it. This time i realised that no matter how much you and i fight for it, you're still being loved by her. There's not a moment that i ever forgot that.

no matter how much i like you, the extent that i could endure was perhaps just up to this point. Perhaps it was to this point.

im sorry.

today is monday!

2010-01-11T10:26:00.000+08:00

well, what day is today? Monday, jan 11. getting O'lvl results pretty soon aft 2pm. so yahh, i want to wish thank you for sending me smses to wish me good luck! and to my bibiks, you msg/call me aft 3pm. let's pray well that my results was pretty okay. that i can have my very own soon lappy.

and ohh, thanks lovelies wishing me happy 18th birthday at my facebook, tagboard or smses. thank you so much. and yahh, thanks for the presents and mini bdae celebration with the ladies. Now i have braun buffel and coach pouch in my collection. *khairi said me being materialistic. -.- and yahh, tons of snacks in the 'fairprice' plastic bag plus the same wallet purse with demi and watie darling. hehe. we can wear it together-together.

i can't post pictures cos currently not using the pc but the sis mac lappy. so can't add in the pictures here.

going to the mall soon to hunt for presents. and later go to sch. wish me the best. unable to sleep, feeling nervousness right now and the past few days. well, end here. bye. (:

2009 KBS Drama Awards

2010-01-03T20:16:00.001+08:00

Watching korean KBS award 2009, 31 dec 09. their timing is 1 hours faster than singapore so got to see their countdown celebration. one word, awesome. although didn't understand the language ther fashion/style simple nice pretty and handsome people. I only knew a few actor and actress and they won awards too. esp Geum Jan Di.

WINNER
Drama Series, Actress: Gu Hye-sun (Boys Before Flowers)
Supporting Actor: Choi Chul-ho (Iron Empress)
Newcomer Award, Actor: Lee Min-ho (Boys Before Flowers)
Newcomer Award, Actress: Kim So-eun (Boys Before Flowers)
Popularity Award: Yoon Eun-hye (My Fair Lady),

Best Couple: Lee Min-ho, Gu Hye-sun (Boys Before Flowers)
Netizens’ Award, Actress: Gu Hye-sun (Boys Before Flowers)

Choi Chul-ho.

Yoon Eun-hye

Yoon Sang-hyun

Lee Min-ho

Kim So-eun

Gu Hye-sun

*ps, my long long handsome bf. Lee dong wook serving his korea national service so wouldn't see him act for time being. haish. *wink.

yesterday

2010-01-03T19:41:00.001+08:00

i was surprised, when my dad's side came together to nenek house. got to know, my nenek sick. and also my 1st nephew was there too. my dad and mum are his granddad and grandma while me jadi razzan 'pretty' aunty. hee. the whole house was in chaotic despite the baby razzan sleeping. and ya, decided to book chalet to celebrate birthdays and my dad plus ibu (my dad's sis) 20th anniversary. everyone getting excited. cos will celebrating 5 january babies together.

Theme : Pinky pink

Date: 23rd Jan

Downtown East Chalet.

* to be confirm.

new year

2010-01-03T19:02:00.000+08:00

ahnyeong haseyo,

let begin with HAPPY NEW YEAR '10!.okay, i'm late wishing this but at least it's better late than never right. well, i changed my blogskins alone without anyone help. although it's plain, it's nice right? i know someone can help me inserting picture-pictures and extra stuff. *wink! can help me hor, watie? And i will just pray that 2010 went smoothly. all tough journey and obstacles i shall overcome it.

2009-12-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

aren't him hot like Jacob? hahaha.

2009-12-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

hey,

outside there it's FULL MOON, yet i'm not amazed by it brightness like i do every month. I didn't even bother reply smses that i received. I'm sorry i just don't want to reply cos i know our conversations will dragged. sorry. Yahh, i could see the round full moon from ytsd here. thanks, i saw you working cos i sense my instinct. I kow it's him that i bring purposely walk infront of it. Now i know it. :(

tomorrow i MUST have fun!

wanted item

2009-11-29T23:17:00.001+08:00

*can you see my my name there? seeeeee. i'm off for ~~pathetic~~ one day which on Friday, 4th. which is supposed my plan to go out with my girlfriends. that's means, i'm out every single day. nehmind, earning now, enjoy later. i have thing in mind what that i most wanted to buy if cash are in my hand nxt week. or, maybe you could just buy for me as my 18th birthday present right? hee.

I WANT ....
i want.... addidas/puma/nike jackets that have the hood.
i want....addidas/puma/nike bag that medium or large enough to bring put my basic things.
i want....swatch watch
i want....dresses and blouses
i want....laptop ler..

you see, i only have few wanted item to complete my colourful days for only now. i'm eyeing on this things laaa. let's save up! hahaha.

2009-11-28T12:38:00.001+08:00

i'm totally worn out. thinking of cash, i ~~wouldn't~~ mind.
cos i love it as i running away from hurtful love story (right hearts)

i miss 5N1 laaaa.

2009-11-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

*ignore that guy. haha.

tomorrow i start working offically. how great kan! finally, there's cash flooding inside bank next 7 december. best best best.

if you read herdawatie's blog, she is addicted to Boys over flowers. so do I!. haha. i''m watching it currently since i have been missing lot episode when it airred at channel U, preparing O's at that time. so i prefer Geum Jan Di. aren't she cool? i love her hair, and that straighten hair. i want that. well anyway, am looking forward to other korean drama.

need to go and iron my clothes and 'lipat' the clothes which create messed in the cupboard. shall asked adek to help aslo. cause, i bet that i could sleep early today!

bye-bye. sarang eh ayo.

2009-11-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

we had a pretty small celebration as my mum don't like having we celebrate her birthday. despite of warning us months earlier that she didn't want any presents for her 49th birthday. all she wanted is our PSLE, N'lvl and O'lvl results, that will be great for her. however, who cares. I bought her pink daisy flower for her. and bro gave, snoppy pen holder which to me, quite kiddish. aww, maybe he just 12. days earlier, i asked dad to bought birthday cake for mum, and he finally bought it for the FIRST time. we waited ira to reach home, and mum began to cut the cake. and in silence where everyone staring the cake. Dad sang a birthday song out of sudden and we began to follow. mum refused dad to lit the candle. she said, she's old already, phew. i love you MUM.

2009-11-16T15:19:00.001+08:00

i love this picture with baby mira farisha.

well, not to late to wish Abg Yazid, HAPPY BITHDAY! thanks for the orea cream cake. yummy. and the mango tadi from your mum. Thank You. It's great to have lovely neighbours where you share your food with them. esp when it's during fasting months. without failed, my dinning table fulled of diffrent dishes. you got to taste thier cooking or mayb, when your mum don't know how to cook it! haha. okay, i'm craving for roti boyan. anyone?

and aslo. to Nur Syazwani Azman there, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! may all your wishes come true. and last loooong with your dear luqman hakim. girl, when can we meet up hah? i want to spend time with you plus plus give you a birthday hug. your pressie i shall give later. cos, i'm still owing people presents. hee.

after 2 months plus of not WORKING. i'm heading back to work this saturday. woohooo! i can't wait. i got to learn new things, back to meet my friends there, the locker there, the thumbprint there, toilet there, my supervisors there and and the secruity guard there. haha. i missed those. and aslo some new staff there. but, no break that day as long time craving for 'pakcik chicken rice'. ending work @ 8pm. Sape boleh fetch saya?

till here, not yet eaten my lunch. bro is bragging to play the comp. STUPID HABBO. i'm left to read my novels or i shall watch Boys Over Flowers series. i have not yet finish it. Anything or anyone just leave me a sms and i will reply. Ohhhhhh ya.. today monday, it's AMAZING RACE, baby. shall bathe before 6pm.

haha. Graduating siglapians, see ya tomorow okay! let's party! (:

2009-11-16T14:52:00.000+08:00

5N1 SENTOSA TRIP 121109

2009-11-16T14:02:00.003+08:00

i'm uploading sentosa pictures to my fb. and soon here, special request from lia and farah. sorry girls, if u been waiting for days. this computer makes me pissed off. i refused to sent throught emails, cos i dislike it. hee.
uploading too, last saturday picture. finally, we went out again, as complete family. we head to Tanjong Katong Complex as mum eager to watch Anita Sarawak and Ismail Haron performance till she didn't went market that day. will upload those pictures, at fb and some here. SO, simply say, i got tons of work to do here. And lastly, tmrw PROM NIGHT!

2009-11-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry.

Top 6 for a sixteen year old, something should we proud of.

but still, im not his fan.

finally, you're OUT!

2009-11-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

i don't know where the problem lies? who started first? i'm trying to 'jernihkan' the problem. yet, you said 'so malas'. Tante, i don't understand you. It's truly hurt me when i heard my siblings and i are DUMB/BODOH. what? just because ira and i are in normal tech and acad stream. And asyraf, wouldn't make it for express. Don't you think you're dumb too. to quit your nursing course just because you can't stand the elderly. I bet, if you continue nursing, you will become successful nurse. don't you waste money, buying books paying the fees. ohh ya, you utter that, cos the rest are in the express stream right? your standard are that high in education right? that's why you look down on my siblings. one thing, who older? what, are you older that need to be respect and etc... you should respect. you must be interpret wrongly. my mum didn't 'tengking' you at all. it's plainly loud voice. you're hurt by that. you hurt her, don't you. i forgive you. please, come back. i really love and miss you.

i letting out my feeling and thought about this. if you, earthling read this please just shut your mouth and i don't want this to spread till my mum's ear. my blog, my feeling and my thought THIS what my blog want to say.

2009-11-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

yeah! YAY.
it's finally over!
i mean, the war/O's is over.
yes, it's over.
And i'm BACK here, again posting.

2009-10-18T22:03:00.001+08:00

AWAY for war! will only return on 11 NOV.
cos i saw dust here.

2009-09-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

eid ul fitr

2009-09-25T20:31:00.004+08:00

dear earthling,

i feel i'm being used. i'm there if you needed help. am i your information assistant in school? just ask, this and that in study. it will be answered by me. i tried my very best to help you, didn't i. yet again and again it fall to deaf ear. what do you think of me, seriously? am i really your best friend? or just a friend to make used of? or just a friend to answer some subject question. i've giving you, enough. i don't care if that the case. well malay proverbs say ' orang yang memberi lebih hati mulia dari orang yang menerimanya '. meaning, those who offered help have a sincere heart than those who received it. you know, i keep trying to help you, right? can you just listen? i kept saying motivation words for you, didn't i? i want you open your mind big-big. i been bottled up my feeling, you know. you didn't mean it, what you have promised me. i want to help you to fullest. it's not meant to my girls. but to some. haish.

makeover for HARI RAYA

2009-09-18T22:31:00.004+08:00

there's goes the makeover. how? it's orange/brown theme this year. and soon-soon, the colour on the wall will change. dad promised, to paint next year hari raya. spot there, new sofa. well, come over my houses for raya. make sure call first. *wink!

2009-09-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

it's PRELIM
so i won't be activate my post.
meaning, i won't update my post.
but, after friday, er. 25/9
i'll try upload all pictures on Hari Raya.
basically, i already put all the pictures on cookies
in my drafts. so i'll post it all on friday 25/9. insya-allah.
the whole family wears BROWN. woohooo.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.
if i did any wrong to you, anyone who read this. I seek for apology.
sorry, if i did any wrong. i might split out 'merepek' words that might hurt you.
i might not be aware of it. so sorrry. maaf zahir batin.

cookies for HARI RAYA

2009-09-18T22:08:00.005+08:00

freshly baked. It's hari raya cookies baked/made by my mother. any orders? will think of it.

2009-08-31T22:44:00.003+08:00

i'm not pretending to be strong.

I try to comfort myself with the lie
that I'm happy if you just smile

2009-08-25T19:30:00.003+08:00

it's 4th day of the fasting month. and here i am sitting infront on the comp surfing net. i quickly finish my food. well, im fasting not, so i don't wan t to sit there at the dining table too long. a quick list what i ate just now.

*popiah
*tahu goreng
*rojak plus tahu goreng
*bubur cha cha
*egg sandwich

all given by the neighbor except popiah. supper-delicious. i had my period, and now the pain unbearable. hurts. please go-go away. i hate it.

ohh, last week. i received my MT results. Like finally, i got my B3. and Distinction for my oral. i thought i could only get merit for the oral, but it proved me wrong totally.i still can't decided shld i retaking agin since i want to get A's. i don't know. urghh.

takecare love

2009-08-25T18:41:00.003+08:00

i like you no matter how much I've tried not to like you... even though I've tried to erase the feeling... I can't, to the point where I'm just frustrated.

2009-08-19T21:57:00.000+08:00

2009-08-19T21:37:00.004+08:00

you ask me how my day was
as if it's same everyday
i say i'm okay but
you really don't know how i feel
do you think i'll be okay without you?
are you okay without me?
the world without you is so hard
that i blame myself for still breathing
what should i do now?
even now,
i live each painful day because of your words
tell me if this is a bad thing to do
are you living each day painfully like I am?
you and me.
are we too late?
do we not have a chance
i still think you and you might know this
finally is this is
are we going to end like this?
is it okay with you?
i don't think I can do it.
the love I find with you,
i won't find it anywhere even if i die.
what should i do?
If it isn't you,
no else can hold my heart
please hold me
and you know
that even though the whole world tries to
no one can erase your memories
so please hold me
what should i do?

what do i do?

2009-08-13T22:26:00.003+08:00

Cinta adalah kekuatan yang mampu
mengubah duri jadi mawar
mengubah cuka jadi anggun
mengubah sepi jadi riang
mengubah amarah jadi rama
mengubah musibah jadi hiba
itulah cinta

'ketika cinta bertasbih'

2009-08-09T20:40:00.003+08:00

Bon jour.

HAPPY 44th NATIONAL DAY

the whole family had a walk to the west part of sengkang. well-well i'm tired to elaborate.

watie-dear, yahh. it's sweet of me and him right. it's 5 years ago so we tend to get childish till we did that. i control my tears. and yes, i did it. i need a hug.

mum cooked laksa, and i don't eat. now, i depend on snacks. i super hungry. let me fast today. =(

bye.

2009-08-09T20:34:00.003+08:00

" Be happy, life is too short for us to sit and cry over the past and things that we don't get. Appreciate things at hand, people that you are with, and don't cry over what is lost. "

2009-08-07T19:22:00.003+08:00

laterally change some words to create 5N1 class National Day song.

" we are 5N1, we are 5N1

we will stand together, hear the Miss Chin roar
we are 5N1, we are 5N1
we are strong class and forevermore MORE"

taken from the song 'we are Singapore'

2009-08-07T18:53:00.003+08:00

Ahnyong.

National Day's celebration held today. we, the graduating classes went to S'pore Discovery Centre for an exhibition about national Day. erm, to cut it short it was a boring place to go. But, we had fun taking pictures with my darling girls. lots of pictures taken and i got it all. but I;m so pissed off that i can't upload it in facebook. MOONSHINE btul. haha

well, it's all sudden emotional feeling hit me. On the way there, at there and returning to school. i sudden recall the past 5 years ago. on the way there, i remember how you used to share the same bus as you whenever we go excursion because your class is too big. you and muzamir will come over to my class to go along together with us. I remember sitted at the corner near the window because i just love to see the scenery, and you were two rows infront of me. one particular excursion, you will talk with me through the reflection of the window. passing small notes to me. and i will pass to you back. we don't have camera that time, so no picture taken with you. since then, i will always see at the right corner of the back near the window. playing around with the reflection all by myself but it's no longer your reflection, it's others now. At there, i remember you and your friends will be playing around. returning to school, my class sang the National Day songs, i once remember we sing in the hall together as your class were next beside mine. we will like waving our hand and always make the chorus lively singing to each other. with your cheeky smile.

when national day passed by, memories keep flowing in my mind. it was national day that i were introduced to your mum, as she cuaght you joking around with me. and your lil brother signal ur mum that i'm your friend. it was national day when we got to sing together. it was national day when you passed me the long letter that you wrote for me and i always keep with me all the time, scared that it will leaked out. it was national day when you bought me fruits of my favourite back then, honeydew. see, it is all about national day that have the memories of you. perhaps, we are still young then. It's 5 years ago. kiddish, i know

my leg, aching because of the long walk i guess. tomorow working at the turntile have to stand somemore. haiyo. bare with it, yes AIN. today too, pay day. i ean less, but i'm proud of it, though. i shall kept it and used for hari raya stuff. hee. i'm eyeing for high heels. i badly need one of it.

sarang se yo.

2009-08-05T21:14:00.003+08:00

What sunshine is to flowers, smiles are to humanity. They are trifles, to be sure, but scattered along life's pathway, the good they do is inconceivable.

21:21 pm

2009-08-05T20:57:00.003+08:00

he didn't born at that month. i'm hoping for something that are impossible to fulfill.

2009-08-03T22:50:00.005+08:00

kadang-kadang, Allah sembunyi kan matahari.
dia datang kan petir dan kilat.
kita tertanya tanya kemana hilangnya matahari,
rupa-rupanya Allah memberikan kita pelangi.

2009-08-03T22:28:00.005+08:00

{p.s; its mira farisha bby}

aloha.
it's monday. and sec 4E/5N having our maths ppr practice test. should i say it's hard to me. maybe to certain people it's hard for them so let see who score better. it's my fault for putting last minute memorizing the maths formula. duhh.

i uploaded pictures taken at the changi airport last saturday. but having hard time uploading at fb. arghh. idiots.

i'm squitting my eyes. because i'm too tired. i feel like falling a sleep now. right NOW! ohh ya. Happy 3rd month old to dearest Aly and Mira Farisha. i love you baby girl many many more. because both of you got the chubby cheek just like me, right honney. hugs and kisses from me, baby girl.

history is such a bore. i regretted it so much. ._.

2009-07-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

THANKS HERDAWATIE FOR THIS BEATIFUL BLOG SKINS. WO AI NI.

2009-07-28T21:33:00.005+08:00

Namaste.

i'm browsing some songs in youtube.com. and i click on the rossa-pudar video. i rmbr, i sang that with my lil cousins during my uncle wedding about 5 months ago. haha. how i wished i could sing again with them, karaoke with them. those lil brats can sing very well indeed. haha. i missed them lot.

today 28/7. is not a good day to start with. cause, im down with menses early in the morning. wanted to buy medicated oil at 7-11 but it's damn expensive and it's big bottle. so i text ms tan to lend the axe oil rather than i buy it. see, how clever am i. =p but, the pain it's not the usual pain i got. mayb this months i'm lucky that i don't get any and i don't to have it too. the pain will be unbearable.

i finished doing the maths practice test 2 and i'm proud of it. really. hee. tmrw, having PE. i can't wait to exercise coz i need too. lose weight, ppl.

*faizROSLAN, happy 18th birthday
=) it's tomorrow.

2009-07-26T16:13:00.000+08:00

the new hair cut, last two week.

2009-07-26T15:42:00.004+08:00

here for kina and meera. grab it and save it. =)

2009-07-26T15:03:00.003+08:00

hello young people.

it's sunday. and here i am. sitting infront of this slow/black/black/bulky PC. it's just will ruined my day if it works really slow. here i am too, watching 'my girl' drama again. i never get bored watching it again and again. simply because Lee Dong Wook make me smile from ear to ear. haha. he is just cute/hawt. ohh ya, as i played around with the starhub remote control, i found out his new korean drama series too. hee. It's title 'Partner' at the KBS world, chnl 173. wohoo. im so going to beg my dad to record the drama series so i'll watch it, if time allows. *wink.

both mom and dad sleep. bro went for tuition. sis is there wacthing the korean drama. and i'm here. thank god, i'm not working today so i can finish up all the work that supposed to be completed. it's less than 3 months to O'lvl. and here i am, still have not buck up to start studying. Can anyone help me to ask me to start studying. simply because, i never study 2 to 3 months before examination. I'm used to studying last minutes. and i know, i can't do that now. so someone please tell me how to study properly. hmph. huhu.

i simply can't wait to meet my cousins next sunday. looking forward to it. popeyes here i come. watching harry potter isn't i fancy a lot from the start. but guess what, i watched the Harry Potter and the half blood prince, last friday. amira talked all by herself for about 1/2 hour because i fall asleep. hee. the long hour show make me restless a lot. i kept changing turning my sitting posture.

'kenapa banyak lagu cinta, lagu sedih? sebab, kesedihan dan kegembiraan itu sepasang. Lelaki mahupun perempuan tak ada yang sempurna so dia kena positive. Raihkan cinta dengan sempurna hati. Itulah kebahagian hati.'

2009-07-16T21:57:00.003+08:00

hello earthlings.

sorye for not posting. i'm currently watching online malay filem 'syurga cinta'. It's great. you have to watch it. superb. really.

"cinta dan hati saya hanyalah untuk orang yang benar-benar ihklas mengenali saya, BUKAN untuk dipersedakan. "

2009-07-05T22:52:00.001+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Cinta Laura - Oh Baby

Kau bikin pusing tujuh keliling
Buat aku mabuk kepayang
Gayamu cool dan seksi
Mentok aku kepada kamu
Jadi semakin aku cinta

[*]
Kau sihir aku yang sedang kosong
Di saat aku butuh cinta
Mantra-mantra dahsyatmu
Menarik aku yang sendiri
Memang lagi putus cinta

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Katakan-katakan kau sungguh-sungguh
Hanya ada ku di didalam hatimu
Katakan-katakan kau cinta aku
Untuk selamanya kau jadi milikku

[***]
I don’t wanna lose you
Yes i wanna hold you
I don’t wanna make you
Make you sad and make you cry

Back to [***]
[ Oh Baby lyric found on www.lirik.tv ]

Oh baby baby baby (baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (hu wuoo uoo uoo..)
Oh baby baby baby (my baby)
Oh baby baby baby (baby oh yeeah)

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Oh baby baby baby (baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (hieey hiey hieey)
Oh baby baby baby (baby baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (uuuuuhhh)

Baby baby
Baby baby
Baby baby

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Oh baby baby baby (oh baby)
Oh baby baby baby (baby)
Oh baby baby baby (oh baby baby)
Oh baby baby baby (baby baby)

2009-07-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

uploaded! kina and meera, grab those picture. =)

2009-07-03T22:38:00.002+08:00

i spent not doing homework or revising. instead, i rent this korean drama. it effing nice and great to watch. a woman can't survive w/o her husband beside her when she is pregnant going to give birth. thanks to her husband's three friends which helped her going through difficult journey. a drama that MUST watch! hee.

2009-07-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

indeed i'm having fun with my girlfriends in school.

2009-07-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

it's up to you. i don't want to be a girl who follow what guy said. we just met, and i don't know well enough. not that i don't care you, it's just too early. go ahead far-far. I don't care. if you say that why i got no feeling aft you send me those sweet-sweet message. i'm sorry. i don't believe you saying 'love' and 'miss' when it's just a few days we know each other. isn't it weird. i wish you could change better. prove me wrong then and help me to change the perception i think about guys.

2009-07-03T21:53:00.001+08:00

i changed my hp no. earthlings.

2009-06-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

a hectic week. for three consecutive days i work standing at the entrance. Last sunday, Certis Cisco Family Day. Less people then we expected, also the staff there were friendly. they kept joking with us, like non-stop. w/o them, my colleagues and i would be damn bored. hahs. instead of ending 2pm i got to extend till 5 pm. monday stand frm 9-6pm. hmph. ytd, afternoon shift. and one scenario that terjadi. haha. thinking of it, again it's so funny plus cute la. collegues kept disturbing me abt it. aww. watie, i want to meet you, and tell you the whole story. you got to congrates me tau! hee. i really2 nk share to you.

err, till here. coz i promised to return my friend call. hee.

tc, bye.

2009-06-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

new update to my wish lists. that's is what i want badly. anyone please, grant me. *wink

2009-06-18T22:14:00.002+08:00

hello.

i'm currently hungry plus tired and sleepy. i don't know i feel worst today. i dn't knw why. urgh. i kept a lot of problem, things with me. i need someone for me to let it out. so i will feel ease. the problem is, who? i kept things to myself that i don't dare of letting out to peers. i'm afraid. things got worst if it leak out. shld just kept to myself, much secure. argh, i hate this feeling.

i miss my grandma. i nearly got a chance to meet up last sun but unfortunately i'm working on that day as cashier and i can't be simply cancelled my scheldue right? last sunday, my lil sis 9th birhhday party. the theme are High School Musical. i bet they had good time there. it rarely for my dad's family to gather together. i shouldn't miss it. anyway, bought her carebear as her birthday present. mum wrapped it. i shall upload the picture next time, hor.

my salary all used. im left with no money. and i got so many many things to buy. and i used a lil money from my saving. every time i withdraw money i feel bad. haiyo. i'm left with $1.7k .
i shall update what i want pretty soon. i can't wait for nxt pay, it gonna be over 200++bucks. i shall shop. anyone, want to follow? hee.

p.s: i got a great news for students. u all just stay tuned the news kay? MUST!

till here, tc.

2009-06-18T21:32:00.004+08:00

tagged by herdaB.

1. Besides lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss.?
* i prefer forehead.

2. How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?
* suddenly i felt hungry.

3. Who was the last person you took photo with.?
* ytd, with amira and watie

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled.?
* nope. i not.

5. Would you ever donate blood.?
* i want to. but i need accompany la. anyone?

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex.?
* yes, of course.

7. Do you want someone dead.?
* i don't want to. rather than someone dead, let me take their place.

8. What does the last message say.?
* to herda : ' yes, i did. '

9. What are you thinking right now.?
* missing someone. i'm worried of something. i don't know why.

10. Do you wish someone with you right now.?
* yes. someone that i can let out my problem that i kept inside.

11. What time you went to bed last night.?
* 10.45pm

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now.?
* last 6 years. currently wearing 'fengshan pri PE t-shirt'. still can wear it. hee

13. Is someone in your mind.?
* yes. MR HAPPY plus grandma and girlfriends too. ily and imy you ALL.

14. Who was the last person who texted you.?
* ex siglapians, MirD. currently in pei hwa sec.

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz:
1. heartss, herdawatie
2. farah
3. amira
4. mia
5. arif
6. ziey
7. adekwani
8. demi
9. amirah, sillysotong.
10. ezzatie

16. Who is 2 having relationship with.?
* no one.

17. Is 3 male or female.?
* female.

18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing.?
* they know each other, it's fine though

19. What is 1 studying about.?
* relevant subjects for O's

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5.?
* erm, two weeks ago. i rather talk with him than chat

21.Is 4 single.?
* mia? i think, she is.

22. Say something about 2
*she one of my girlfriend, we talked a lot when we sit together in science prac lab.

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together.?
* they know each other.

24. Describe 9.
* silly, curly maggi hair, my sis, taller-heavier-bigger than me. haha

25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight.?
* i have no idea how.

26. Do you like 8?
* yes i do. love you, demi.

2009-06-10T22:48:00.001+08:00

* new song. (:

CRAZIER - TAYLOR SWIFT

I'd never gone with the wind
just let it flow
let it take me where it wants to go
till you open the door
there's so much more
I'd never seen it before
i was trying to fly but i couldn't find wings
but you came along and you changed everything
you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like I'm falling and i
I'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier
i watched from a distance as you
made life your own
every sky was your own kind of blue
and i wanted to know
how that would feel
and you made it so real
you showed me something that i couldn't see
you opened my eyes and you made me believe
you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like I'm falling and i
I'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier
baby you showed me what living is for
i don't wanna hide anymooorreee
you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like I'm falling and i
I'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier

2009-06-08T22:43:00.002+08:00

No one knows why one loses in love. Love is strange, love is weird. It's unaware of unhappiness and pain. Love comes with so much pain. The heartfelt remain in the heart and does not escape from one's lips.

2009-06-08T22:05:00.002+08:00

hi.

lose interest eating rice. lose interest on myself. i lost my confidence. i cn't stand up on my own self. i begin to lose all the millions smile i used to have. the loud laughter i have. ALL. i begin to lose one by one.

Mr Happy came make me smile come back slowly. as i wrote, my Mr Happy come back and walk away. i texted him; 'busy'. yeahs right. i wished to make my day brighter even w/o him. Coz, i don't need him if he did not need me. arghh. shoo shoo away this feeling.

enjoyed chatting with zakir a.k.a minah. well, im bored ler. Happy 2 mths, dude. we let out our sch prob together plus advise him. ler. because nothing could change. he is a lil bro to me. he's Junior, i'm his Senior.

i hate making wild guess. hate it when im really wanted to know that you kept it from me. i don't like this game. if you want the best for me. this is not the way. because i don't like it. i bet, you aslo don't like this if i did it to you right? im curiously wanting to know. just tell me, would you.

2009-06-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

well today.

currently eating dinner infront the comp screen.

i met up with rara. *winks. to pass the '............' form to him. troublesome early in the morning. he walking speed is much more slower than elderly walking speed. looking, browsing at the form i given. and in the end i left him alone. haiyo. apek la. wearing smartly just to take the form. great or what?

ended lesson, headed straight to mac elias. some pictures taken. will be soon at facebook. ok ok. and later part of the day, i'm sense that i'm crying inside. and its hurt me a lot. ouhh. haish. what a life? let me stay away from those feeling.

MR HAPPY; i'm happy u're here. please don't go away. just stay with me. will you?

ps: *if only there's is MR JERK character!!

tc. bye. (:

2009-06-04T21:49:00.005+08:00

amirul shah? cheeky boy yet cares for me.

bestie? idk. HOT Sargent? Daniel (4Pm) , Zakir (minah) and Luq (??)

nerdy. do we looked like one?

hello readers,

FINALLY, i'm back from camp! actually, i'm not camping in sch but previous days, it been a hectic days for me. Going home at night. putting on sulky face when the rest don't want to go home yet. The truth is I wanted to start crying like a small child because.... i'm afraid going home at night. huhu. seriously. But i hold my tears. well i got to controlled my fears of going back home at night right? No one accompany me home and i got to walk alone in Sengkang area, that's what i'm terrified of. lol. Call me a 17 years old teen, but still afraid of going back home at night. hee.

Three days camp was alright but i won't say awesome due to some factors. The activities that the sec 3's plan was unique and enjoyable but the way they performed the task is not really good enough. But bravo to them, for putting a lots of efforts in the camp. I still prefer my time camping. 3 year's back. Much fun and laughter. shall not elaborate more la.

I took a lots of pic but i dn't managed to take pic with cutestuff ler. we already pose already tau, and when my camera started to take its time capturing the pic and it in low batt. when there's no snap, he quickly run away. huhu. ask lagi, he shakes head. hmph. wasted! i managed to take frm far. hahs. cutestuff 'winks'.

altogether, pics ard 100++ la. so i cn't upload here. i already upload the first day at my facebook. so grab it frm there. and to those who dn't have, can ask me personally. maybe will be uploading at multiply. but it takes a long of my time. hmph. still pending.

2009-06-01T19:53:00.005+08:00

hello people.

i'm hungry now and i want to eat soon aft i log off this comp. hungry hungry very hungry. yeahs, cheers during camp before we get to eat. i'm off for camp tomorrow but shall not overnight there. i had enough of it. i seen lot of those creatures and my imagination gone wild. i'm having uniform group camp in school for 3 days 2 night. arghh, only now they planned to have it instead of the last 4 years when im still actively participated in redcross. phew.

MT paper just now. what shld i said? i did alright for both paper. and i spot a mistakes soon i look at kamus dewan. err, it supposed to be pemproses. haish. all i hope now for a distinction for malay. i used to tell my friends that i'm going to jump down if i got C again. well, it got to my mind but i would not definitely do it. only crazy people does that. i won't.

i got to go and rest rest rest. haha. going to charge my camera for tmrw photo taking. lol. amira babe, let got pictures taken. and i'm overjoyed when luq and wani told me about cutestuff junior going for camp. haha. i elated to see him ler, and i wished to take pictures with cutestuff. and to lil bro amirul shah. see ya tmr hor. congrats with your achivements. see ya tmrw too.

i used to believe in you. cause i think that, you're open minded and i feel ease to talk whatever problem with you. but nowadays i have doubt in you. Im not sure if you used me as a reference so that you got to know something that you wanted to. I don't what my wild idea to go even worst. i really appreciate our friendship. what i'm typing now is what i assume in. you're a great friend of mine and i dn't wish to lose any friends of mine. I love you much.

i'm off. good night .

2009-06-01T19:30:00.002+08:00

January

Ambitious and serious
Loves to teach and be taught
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses
Likes to criticize
Hardworking and productive
Smart, neat and organized
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Loves children
Homely person
Loyal
Needs to improve social abilities
Easily jealous

2009-06-01T19:05:00.001+08:00

Love is just like life its not always easy and it does not always bring happiness.
But when we do not stop living why should we stop loving.

2009-05-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

short post for today.

i'm having flu ler. boo. irritating la. tmrw working and i'm having flu. my luck.
tmrw, wildwildwet and escape theme park NOT open to public. having a famliy day. yyeahs.

tc. bye.

2009-05-21T22:23:00.004+08:00

hello earthling.

well, as we all know Kris Allen won the title. hehe. i supported him, duhh. his ability playing the piano and guitar melts me lot. only if my bf could do this, wouldn't it be great? esp, playing the piano with the melody of korean song. sorye, i'm sentimental girl. KRIS, congrats. you cute.

plus, my tears dropped during SS lesson in the AVA room. rohaizad is my witness la. i cn't control my emotion when i started to burst my tears out, silently. farah asked did i cry but i denied. it would get worst once i told her then i would started crying like hell. i did really billions really bad for my mye. Only a single sub that i passed which mother tongue. aww, my world will turned black when my dad holds my report book soon. not need to asked why la, you people shld knw what daddy will do right?? i just got to mentally prepared. pain probably.

heading johore with watie's family this sun. wee. watie, reminded me to bring along my new camera. sure, watie. i would bring it along yeah. hee. *winks.

till here, tc.

2009-05-21T22:02:00.002+08:00

no matter where are you now, i'll still be here with you.as the lyrics said, you are belong to me when you are ups and downs. all i just one, for you to message me back. i'll kept waiting for you. you're out there somewhere in singapore. i don't know how is your life out there now. just so you know, im sorry if i decided to forget you and turned away from you IF you ever come back. i miss you.

love.

2009-05-21T21:48:00.003+08:00

You belong with me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do'

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer Captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see,
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say your fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know
Baby...
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh'
I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby...
You belong with me
You belong with me

You belong with me...

Have you ever thought just maybe...
You belong with me

You belong with me...

2009-05-19T21:16:00.001+08:00

been playing the comp for three hours. i got to logg off. hahs.

tuned in sinetron JIHAN later on. phew, none of my girlfriends like the drama. so i cn't shared the story with them. hmph.

till here.

2009-05-19T21:05:00.001+08:00

it's baby nur alysya.
a lil cute girl who see the world on 24th April.
her eyes is just like her mum. true-true? hee.
i love you.

2009-05-19T20:56:00.003+08:00

it's baby mira farisha.
my neighbor next door sis, just gave birth to a lil cute baby on 2nd May. well, i just got to visit her just today. staying at her house for 2 hours, yet she did not wake up .hmph.
i love you

2009-05-19T20:35:00.003+08:00

all i cared for is about the toilet. asked lia 'is the toilet dirty?'.
hahs. indeed, i cn't stand with unhygienic toilet esp when i need to bath.

2009-05-19T20:12:00.004+08:00

continued.

ytd went swimming with lia, herda and hannah. =)
here all the pictures taken.

2009-05-19T19:50:00.004+08:00

* ignore the lady behind, -.-

I'm done. =)

2009-05-19T19:37:00.003+08:00

hello earthling.

i'll just keep uploading pictures for now. because i hutang amira pictures. amira-dear, here all the picture. stroll down, left click the picture and 'save image as', ok babe? hee.

2009-05-16T18:19:00.001+08:00

BOYS over flowers premier today! watch it, watch it. watching MY GIRL all over again! LEE DONG WOOK, mine. hahs.

2009-05-16T17:23:00.002+08:00

being asked/tagg by arif khalid.
TENS ARE YOU:
★Are you single ? yahh.
★Are you happy ? yes!
★Are you bored ? totally bored, NOW.
★Are you fair ? in terms of skin? igot a lil bit of dark. but NOT dark!
★Are you italian ? hahs, no.
★Are you honest ? sometime. i am
★Are you nice ? yes i am.
★Are you irish ？No.
★Are you Asian ? yes, 100%

TENS FACTS:
★Full Name : Nurul Ain
★Nickname : ayin.
★Birthplace : s'pore
★Hair colour : natural black plus brown
★Natural Hairstyle : straight and curl at the end of my long hair.
★Birthday ：Jan 6
★Mood :great, happy.
★Favourite Colours : pink, red, black, white
★One place you like to visit : Aussie!!

TENS THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
★Have you been in love? duhh, yes.
★Do you believe in love at first sight?sort of YES
★Do you currently have a crush? erm, perhaps
★Have you ever broken anyone's heart? erm, yes.
★Have you ever been hurt emotionally? yahh, deep.
★Have you ever had your heart-broken and when? ...
★Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling him? maybe
★Are you afraid commitment? nope.
★Who was the last person you hugged? siti anisah
★Who was the last person you said i love you to? my dad, hee.

TENS THIS OR THAT
★Love or Lust ? Love
★Hard liquor or beer ? Cant drink any
★Cats or Dogs ? CATS, but i hate them!
★A few best friends or any regular friends ? friends, both
★Creamy or crunchy ? crunchy.
★Wild night out or romantic night? romantic.
★Money or happiness? Happiness.
★Night or day? day, i get to enjoy, right.
★IM or phone? Phone.

TENS HAVE YOU EVERS :
★Been caught sneaking out? Nope.
★Seen a polar bear? yes, s'pore ZOO
★Done something you regret? Yes.
★Bungee jumped? no. but i want. i want.
★Eaten food that fell on th floor? NO! eww.
★Finished an entire jaw breaker? erm , no
★Been caught naked? no, hahs. habit of locking my bedroom door.
★Wanted an ex gf/bf back? he got his own life, i don't think soo.
★Cried because you lost a pet? No.
★Wanted to disappear? YES

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER :
★Smile or eyes? smile
★Light or dark hair? light
★Hugs or Kisses ? hugs
★Shorter or Taller? tall!
★Intelligence or attraction? possible BOTH
★Topmen or zara? Topmen
★Funny or serious? Funny
★Older or Younger? same age. older a bit.
★Outgoing or quiet? Outgoing
★Sweet or bad? sweet.

TEN HAVE YOUS:
★Ever performed in front of a large crowd? yes, i did
★Ever talking on a phone longer then a hour? ya
★Ever tried walking on your hands? err?
★Ever been to a rock concert? No, never.
★Ever been on a cheerleading team? no, i want to try it out.
★Ever been on a dance team? yes, primary sch days.
★Ever been on a sport team? yahh, i did.
★Ever been in a drama play/ production? nope.
★Ever owned a BMW...? no..
★Ever been in a rape video? Eeeeeeeeee

TEN LASTS
★Last phone call you made? wild wild wet
★Last person you hugged? siti anisah
★Last person you hanged out with? amira and wani
★Last time you worked? on labour day
★Last time you IM-ed to? herdawatie.
★Last person you texted to? NDP booking tickets
★Last person you went to movie with? wani and her friends. 'coming soon'
★Last person/thing you missed? i miss him.
★Last website visited? mysoju.com and herdawatie blog!

i'm done, lil cousin.

2009-05-16T17:07:00.002+08:00

' students glaring The Fullerton Hotel '.

alright blogger, this is the picture that i submitted on the theme of 'come together'.
so how?
do tagg me about pictures.

2009-05-16T16:45:00.003+08:00

hello dearest.

boring. yeahs, indeed i'm bored! urghh. it been long time since we as family went out together. not even once this year that we actually went out sight-seeing. huhu. i missed badly.

well, early in the morning my dad switch on the comp and ask me what's the NDP website. then i got to knw that he wanted to book the tickets for 6 people. haha. it's been ages since i went NDP. my last watching it when i'm in primary 5. Hopefully, we got the tickets la. all my family members booked NDP tickets for 6 people. phew. pray hard.

and, me too. i actually submitted a photo in the NDP photo competition. weel, the theme is about 'come together'. and an idea of mine was thinking of using the river trail pictures that i took last year, 2008 when im supposed to be a first aider for the trail. instead i snaped pictures. hopefully, i got selected as winner. hahs. i want to win those nikon camera. or even the handphone. hee. but, nevertheless i knew that its a slim chance for me to win because i'm not pro cameraman. if you are interested to view NDP pictures that others submitted you can go to
www.ndp.org.sg
and my name is nurul tau!

i heard that mr sayadi is getting married today or ytd. hahs. well, congrats to you teacher. selamat pengatin baru, hor. =)

mye results? i shall not elaborate. because everyone did worst. including me. worst i mean really worst for me. i never get those kind of marks. but.. it's lesson for me that o lvl standard must not take it easily. i got to change my evironment of studying and even learning too.

MT Olvl in two weeks time. i got to wake up and start buck up for my mt. i need to get those A's. i no longer want C's for my mt. because i know myself that i can do better right? Bbasya!

till here. loves.

2009-05-11T18:38:00.004+08:00

it's been two weeks, you did not reply nor sms me. nehmind, i take it as if we are going to separate ways. all i want now, is that. may you succeed with the path that you taking now. be what u want to be. and i'm here, hoping that you will be going through your worst state. i'm not going to wishing you all the best. coz im sick of saying it over and over again. i will pray you for the worst. do all the things you want coz there is no chance left for you. you and your empty promises. i can't be always the one who forgive and forget the past. it's not fair for me. i hope you understanding. coz i'm tired of you. you keep repeating the old same mistakes. where all your promises? u promise me to wait for me aft sch and etc. where all the promises went to? now, you kept silence. i had enough. i dn't know what you're going through now. i dn't knw if you really have a bad family problem coz i doubt so. let me enjoy my life without thinking of you. no matter what, i'll wait for your last thing that u promise me. let me hate you, zaki

2009-05-11T18:17:00.002+08:00

hello.

well, i did mention about " i'm not single", right? i don't to you peeps, but i think the movie are quite interesting. it's mainly about love. and there this part where the hero talk to his wife boyfriend about her. that's part was the sweet one la. the hero actually rmbr what his wife weakness and strongest.

tmr, poa paper 1 and science mcq. yet i never studied for both paper. arghh. doing nothing today. what i did was sleeping, eating and reading novel 'buatmu kekasih' and now sitting infront of the comp for almost 3 hours already.

i did my bik ros quiz in facebook today. and to bibik: not fair, i thought you love mee soto coz u always cooked the dish whenever i came to your house during weekends. that's the only qns i wrong you knw. huhu.

ok, i'm done gor today. tmrw sch! and followed by science prc and malay listening compre on wed.
boo. just a waste of time

2009-05-09T20:11:00.003+08:00

hello earthlings,

i'm back active. i left with non-major papers. can relax my mind now for the time-being. been really stress up studying for examination, last MINUTE. a lesson to learn, not to waste time and start to study frm now onwards. feeling very down when i found out that i failed my maths paper1. great or what? phew. the paper are effing hard, agree people? argh. got to really really practice hard for maths this time.
time flies so fast, and i got less than 5 mths to prepare for my Olvls.

" i'm not single" is on air now. so till here.