i don't know where the problem lies? who started first? i'm trying to 'jernihkan' the problem. yet, you said 'so malas'. Tante, i don't understand you. It's truly hurt me when i heard my siblings and i are DUMB/BODOH. what? just because ira and i are in normal tech and acad stream. And asyraf, wouldn't make it for express. Don't you think you're dumb too. to quit your nursing course just because you can't stand the elderly. I bet, if you continue nursing, you will become successful nurse. don't you waste money, buying books paying the fees. ohh ya, you utter that, cos the rest are in the express stream right? your standard are that high in education right? that's why you look down on my siblings. one thing, who older? what, are you older that need to be respect and etc... you should respect. you must be interpret wrongly. my mum didn't 'tengking' you at all. it's plainly loud voice. you're hurt by that. you hurt her, don't you. i forgive you. please, come back. i really love and miss you.

i letting out my feeling and thought about this. if you, earthling read this please just shut your mouth and i don't want this to spread till my mum's ear. my blog, my feeling and my thought THIS what my blog want to say.