dear earthling,

i feel i'm being used. i'm there if you needed help. am i your information assistant in school? just ask, this and that in study. it will be answered by me. i tried my very best to help you, didn't i. yet again and again it fall to deaf ear. what do you think of me, seriously? am i really your best friend? or just a friend to make used of? or just a friend to answer some subject question. i've giving you, enough. i don't care if that the case. well malay proverbs say ' orang yang memberi lebih hati mulia dari orang yang menerimanya '. meaning, those who offered help have a sincere heart than those who received it. you know, i keep trying to help you, right? can you just listen? i kept saying motivation words for you, didn't i? i want you open your mind big-big. i been bottled up my feeling, you know. you didn't mean it, what you have promised me. i want to help you to fullest. it's not meant to my girls. but to some. haish.