hi.

lose interest eating rice. lose interest on myself. i lost my confidence. i cn't stand up on my own self. i begin to lose all the millions smile i used to have. the loud laughter i have. ALL. i begin to lose one by one.

Mr Happy came make me smile come back slowly. as i wrote, my Mr Happy come back and walk away. i texted him; 'busy'. yeahs right. i wished to make my day brighter even w/o him. Coz, i don't need him if he did not need me. arghh. shoo shoo away this feeling.

enjoyed chatting with zakir a.k.a minah. well, im bored ler. Happy 2 mths, dude. we let out our sch prob together plus advise him. ler. because nothing could change. he is a lil bro to me. he's Junior, i'm his Senior.

i hate making wild guess. hate it when im really wanted to know that you kept it from me. i don't like this game. if you want the best for me. this is not the way. because i don't like it. i bet, you aslo don't like this if i did it to you right? im curiously wanting to know. just tell me, would you.