aloha,

i come my menses today, and it's weird la. suppose not to come this week. and now the pain is unbearable, yet i can sit infront of my comp, surfing the net. what can i do? huhu.

my new bed frame coming tomorrow. cn't wait. but to bad, i'm working tomorrow, so i cn't test the bed first.

ohh, ever since i msg hym. we didn't smsed anymore. maybe, it's time to forget about this issue first, like he said 'let him decide how its gonna be'. so i guess, for the time being let both of us do our own things for the moments. maybe, both of us need a space because five years drifted apart is so long for us. i guess, i and hym need to adapt. but whatever it is, let it be this way. i'm not being ill-treated by hym and so do him. it's our own decision. maybe, im just not for hym.