the whole week was packed with usual school stuff. have been going home late this days. having extra classes almost everyday. my eye bag started to appear, which BAD!
and, nxt week, i would having footdrill comp on valentine day. overnight again. ):

Is this my fate that my life would be difficult at all time. I dn't get it. Cn't i always have the chance to lead to a good life, every single day till i last breathe. i'm always at fault whenever it comes in friendship. Cn't you, friends see that i have been really too soft for you. Do you think i feel alright when you got that face of yours, moody , ignorance? i'll always think what have i done. or i being too soft for you that u girls took it for granted. i always thought there's some chemistry between us, but i guess it wrong. I have been there for you girls. We shared every little single news together. Have fun together too. mayb, my words might be harsh for you? you girls should knw me, i got no 'insurance' mouth. i said what stick out of my mind. Did i ever told others what we shared? the good ones might. the secrets one, no. maybe i get too carried away with my own feeling. I always think the bad rather than the good ones. So, i guess. All the thought that's came into my mind shall not be said out to friends. let me keep it to myself. let my heart stored the thought i have, the things that im being hurt of. i always thought let it out my thought would be the best way, but look what happen? can't i said what thought i have in my mind? im sorry if im wrong or misunderstanding. im not referring to girls, but this just came into my mind for the experienced that i faced out of my life journey. TO ALL my friends, im sorry if i even hurt your feeling. i guess my mouth, cn't stop saying nonsensical things right?. being too lame. let me go on the safe journey, there.

tc, bye earthling. (: