hello earthlings,

im super delight when i got hugged by my mum and dad. yeah, its kinda lame right, writing that i hugged them. i don't care. its the fact that i longed never hug them. if u were me, hugging is the moment u waiting for. same as me here. i cn't remember when i last got hug from my parents. so, yeah. thanks mum and dad for raising me up till i am now. mum, u have been suffered a lot having me in your womb. and, im sorye that i made u having scars and the pain when u wanted to give birth to me. * i wanted to stay long in your womb. hee* thanks for waking up early even though its weekends just to prepare breakfast for me before i went off for work.
dad, i used to treat you as my friends in school. despite that, u're uneasy with it. and you always hide your love to your children. i dn't knw how much you love me until i hugged you. thanks.

i went swimming today, yeah. thanks for the heavy rain and the lightning that i have to stop swimming. its was only 45 minutes in the pool. but nehmind, there's still next time. sengkang swimming complex is HUGE.

when i about to give you my love, you changed. i feel the different in you. why? its was only last week that we have a wonderful chat smsing. what happening now? i felt that, u don't care anymore. you seem to ignore me. its that true, what i felt? im hopeless. i think, i shall not put any hope on you. its useless, right?